Denial

Yeah, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Lil Happy Lil Sad
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Lil Happy Lil Sad
Lil Happy Lil Sad
Yeah (Yeah), yeah, yeah, yeah, oh
Remember that name, bitch

Always been afraid to be the man
Growing up, they pushed me down
So I buried my head in the sand
It's hard to be believe, they told me I can't
Left me with nothing, it's dark in my past
The pain and denial, I don't wanna see
You're wiping and blow, can't tell her memories
Fuck everybody involved in that shit
Now every hour I gotta get lit
But when are you fucking? I make her my bitch
Bruised on her knees, 'cause her throat 'round my dick
I love you to death, if that's true babe, forget
I'm young and I'm stupid, I'm horny and rich
Broken to pieces, don't care if I live
From nothing to riches, don't care what you think
I hate that I'm able to tell how it is
I can't be ashamed, I'm too tired of this

Can't be ashamed when it is how it is
Tortured myself, had to let go of guilt
Be telling myself what I learned as a kid
I'm stupid, I'm weak, and do nothing, I'm shit
Fuck all the bullshit, I try to forget
It's hard when I don't even know what it is
That's sitting inside me, just waiting to blast
I feel like the dirty, I'm dropped in the past

They listening when I sing
Cry with me baby, sing
Don't let the shit control you, yeah
It got nothing on you, yeah
Nah, fuck the waste bin
But carry one if you wanna win
Gotta fight, always moving forward, yeah
Getting high, tryna reach my North star, yeah
But I don't wanna talk about that
Right now girl, I just wanna slap that ass
Yeah, call a friend and tell her to come over
I'll give her cash, she can let ya cue onto her
Well, life is like a fairytale
And I'ma tell her I make up my money and I can't fail, nah
But I hate when it hurts you, baby
I'll be better by the fall, it's eight plus

I was told, "Life ain't easy"
So I made my life fucked
Drama was all I believed in
I chose to be one with the dark
I don't think I ever seen light
Truth is, my memory's black
Will [?]
So [?]

Can't be ashamed when it is how it is
Tortured myself, had to let go of guilt
Be telling myself what I learned as a kid
I'm stupid, I'm weak, and do nothing, I'm shit
Fuck all the bullshit, I try to forget
It's hard when I don't even know what it is
That's sitting inside me, just waiting to blast
I feel like the dirty, I'm dropped in the past
Can't be ashamed when it is how it is
Tortured myself, had to let go of guilt
Be telling myself what I learned as a kid
I'm stupid, I'm weak, and do nothing, I'm shit
Fuck all the bullshit, I try to forget
It's hard when I don't even know what it is
That's sitting inside me, just waiting to blast
I feel like the dirty, I'm dropped in the past, yeah