Hollow (Show Up)

Love is just an immature phase I went through
I cauterized the ends just like you do with wounds
Caution carried 'round is just a useless tool
I'm tryna figure out if I can stop missing you

You show up in my dreams
Even when I take two
In my head
Blue or red
It don't matter I feel hollow

I don't wanna tell you that you're not better off
The decision just to split it was the right kinda call
To be released and free from just who I was
I committed to affliction in the wrong kinda love

Love is just an immature phase I went through
I cauterized the ends just like you do with wounds
Caution carried 'round is just a useless tool
I'm tryna figure out if I can stop missing you

You show up in my dreams
Even when I take two
In my head
Blue or red
It don't matter I feel hollow

I'll never admit it it was all my fault
A severance just as real as there's a knife involved
At least it's over but I worry that we both bleed out
How did we grow up and now up feels like down?

Love is just an immature phase I went through
I cauterized the ends just like you do with wounds
Caution carried 'round is just a useless tool
I'm tryna figure out if I can stop missing you

You show up in my dreams
Even when I take two
In my head
Blue or red
It don't matter I feel hollow