1-800-273-8255 (Remix)

I don't wanna be alive
I don't wanna be alive
I just wanna die today
I just wanna die

Words don't even work no more
Angel and some demon sitting at my door
Living or just breathing, and I'm still not sure
Anxiety, depression aiming at my core
And I just swing from the ceiling
Overflowing from the top
Twenty minutes contemplating knowing I'ma drop
Pills staring at me, asking me to pop
Praying to the lord, and he asking me to stop
'Cause I feel it in my blood
Blood's rushing through me
But seeing blood flowing ain't nothing to me
I been crying out for help but you ain't fucking with me
And that's another reason why life ain't nothing to me
But now I gotta stay focused
I'm a fighter, nigga, I know
Got a couple people looking to me like they idol
'Cause even on my lowest days I'm shitting on my rivals
But how I'm supposed to keep 'em mad being suicidal?

I've been on the low
I been taking my time
I feel like I'm out of my mind
I feel like my life ain't mine
Who can relate?
I've been on the low
I been taking my time
I feel like I'm out of my mind
I feel like my life ain't mine

I don't wanna be alive
I don't wanna be alive
I just wanna die today
I just wanna die
I don't wanna be alive
I don't wanna be alive
I just wanna die today
I just wanna die