Different

I've been feeling different nowadays
I've been feeling different nowadays
I've been feeling, yeah I've been feeling
Yeah I've been feeling different nowadays

I've been feeling different nowadays
Got the windows rolled down when I'm drifting through the rain
Lately I've been dealing with this pain
So I burn a blunt down till I feel like it's okay

Heart racing, I can't take it, I'm trippin
So I take a shot then I take a hit, I feel different
Heart racing, I can't take it, I'm trippin
So I take a shot then I take a hit, I feel different

They can say what they want, hate all they want
Back in the day couldn't pay for the bus
Now I'm thankful enough to get payed for stuff
I pick up a bag everyday of the month
But this anxiety is still in me
And I can't lie to you it's trippy
See the flashing sirens out to get me
And I cannot hide cuz I'm guilty
Wanna run you to fuck your life
Trying to break free but it cuffs too tight
I need caffeine, I've been up all night
I'm in love with the risk so I walk on ice
I've been drinkin liquor right outta my chalice
Now it's half empty and I might lose balance
And it's kinda ironic cuz I can't stand it
So Imma get this money and then I might vanish

I got 'em wondering why I seem so selfish
I've seen it too many times so I can't help it

I've been feeling different nowadays
I've been feeling different nowadays
I've been feeling different nowadays
Got the windows rolled down when I'm drifting through the rain
Lately I've been dealing with this pain
So I burn a blunt down till I feel like it's okay

Heart racing, I can't take it, I'm trippin
So I take a shot then I take a hit, I feel different
Heart racing, I can't take it, I'm trippin
So I take a shot then I take a hit, I feel different

I got these bad habits and I can't graft them
And if my moms haunted I do a black phantom
All these unwanted enemies I have at random
Cuz I can't understand them like bad grammar
If they're upset then it's mission accomplished
I'm way too busy, I ain't with all the nonsense
I drop hits all year in the process
And now the mirror is as clear as my conscience
But it's almost like a blessing and a curse
Cuz they want me on their team but won't mention what I'm worth
If they're still sleeping on me then they better get alert
If they say the wrong thing I could get everybody hurt, huh?

And I don't know what they expected, expected
But sometimes being quite sends a message, a message
Lately I've been feeling different, different
So you should probably mind your fucking business, business