PARANOID

(album: GHOST - 2010)

How do we get up, get up every morning?
When every night is rough, every day is boring
All these things are tough
When you're not there, I'm falling
I'm sorry, it's harder without you
Thinking I wouldn't erupt
I've been feeling out it
All these feelings got me fucked
I've been thinking 'bout it
And I didn't wanna settle
I've been living in this hell
I've been learning 'bout myself
I've been putting out but

This shit right here got me blaming myself
And I can't understand it right now
We push and we pull and it's holding us back
And I can't understand it right now

Because I'm paranoid
Paranoid
I've been seeing you with every boy
Every boy
Every situation I'll avoid
I'll avoid
I never feel I'm enough
I never feel I'm enough

How do we give up what we already started?
No one hits the mark when you over shot it
Life is hard enough when you're broken hearted
I'm sorry, I'm guarded without you
Thinking I wouldn't erupt
I've been feeling out it
All these feelings got me fucked
I've been thinking 'bout it
And I didn't wanna settle
I've been living in this hell
I've been learning 'bout myself
I've been putting out but

This shit right here got me blaming myself
And I can't understand it right now!
We push and we pull and it's holding us back
And I can't understand it right now!

Because I'm paranoid
Paranoid
I've been seeing you with every boy
Every boy
Every situation I'll avoid
I'll avoid
I never feel I'm enough
I never feel I'm enough

Because it's harder without you
But I never amount to
The man that you want me to be
I'm guarded without you
And I'm not about to
Pretend that it's all on me

I'm so paranoid
Paranoid!
You know I'm dealing with it every night
Atta boy!
Think you're out here falling out of line
Every time I get this feeling in myself
I've been patient in this hell

You're keeping me up
You're keeping me up!
All of my love was never enough!
I'm not allowed to tell anyone right now
I bottle up the fact you're holding me back
Happen so fast I got too attached
Fighting myself I'm under attack
Oh yeah!