Inside Out

(album: 4201 - 2019)

There's a hole in my heart
And I've tried oh I've tried to fill it
Torn the world apart
Looking for some new vice that might heal it

No I'm not scared of being alone
But I'm terrified of being known
So I keep my secrets to myself
Why would I trust somebody else

I think I'm gonna hurt someone
If I keep running away, and I keep running away
I'm gonna hurt someone
If I don't change, if I don't change

I've been spinning in circles and spiraling down
I should be honest with myself by now
Oh, why the hell do I worship approval and praise?
I guess I'm scared of someone finding out
That I'm inside out
That I'm inside out

All the friends, I've ignored
for the sake of this dream I've been chasing
Is it worth the reward?
If I lose everything I believe in

Oh I've been selfish to the core
I don't know what I'm fighting for
I'm sick of thinking about myself
I've left no room for someone else

I think I'm gonna hurt someone
If I keep running away, and I keep running away
I'm gonna hurt someone
If I don't change, if I don't change

I've been spinning in circles and spiraling down
I should be honest with myself by now
Oh, why the hell do I worship approval and praise?
I guess I'm scared of someone finding out
That I'm inside out
That I'm inside out