Lose It

(album: 99 - 2020)

Ooh-ooh-ooh
Ooh-ooh-ooh
Ooh-ooh-ooh

How come these drugs don't even do shit?
I just got a new bitch
Flip it, yeah I move shit
Shawty love how I do shit
She still playing my old songs
I been working on new shit
I don't know if I'll wake up
I don't know what I'm doing
Think I'm about to lose it, lose it
All the way back on my bullshit, bullshit
I don't really gotta prove shit, don't gotta prove shit
I used to have nightmares, now I lucid

And I don't know if I'll ever be the same
Think somethings changed
I fix the pain with the pain
I fix the pain with the pain

I thought that by now I be just chilling, a 100K and a bad bitch
Instead I got these drug habits
Lost the only thing I ever wanted, shit turned me into a savage
Moms asking if I'm okay, I just told her quit the asking
And I'm flabbergasted by the way my life right now
Pain about the only way to feel alright by now
Slow it down and speed it up
And don't ask me what's in my cup
And don't laugh 'cause you fucking suck
Told her pass me the fucking blunt, ay

And I don't know if I'll ever be the same
Think somethings changed
I fix the pain with the pain
I fix the pain with the pain
And I don't know if I'll ever be the same
Think somethings changed
I fix the pain with the pain
I fix the pain with the pain

If the gate's that's so fucking famous ain't fake I hope that I make it
Just another day in hell raining murder all on the pavement
Wonder if before I die I'll get to ride on a spaceship
I'm craving sum I can't say, still amazes me that I made it
Conversations with Satan and Jesus about displacement
But I'm looking in the mirror, it's just me and I hate it
Don't ask me how I'm feeling again, I swear I'm amazing
I'm just tryna find this goddamn key to unlock this safe with
It's safe to say that I turned into something that they don't play with
I'm smoked out, emaciated pacing round in a vacant lot
Give me Xans and juice 'til I can barely walk
Until I can't stand to talk 'cause it feel like rubberbands that hit my hand too hard
I'm manic, culprit? Never 'cause I'm never caught
Number one spitter and in hearts
I'm always high, I'm never not
I know I'm nice, the ones who hating on me mad they never was
I'd probably be mad too if my whole life I ain't never stunt

And I don't know if I'll ever be the same
Think somethings changed
I fix the pain with the pain
I fix the pain with the pain
And I don't know if I'll ever be the same
Think somethings changed
I Think somethings changed