Fighting With Yourself

(album: Dizzyonatightrope - 2020)

I think I spent a little long in the background
In the shadows when I only wanna stand out
Feeling stubborn and I never wanna back down
It's like I'm tryna win a fight with my eyes closed
Running circles getting dizzy on a tightrope
Going under, yeah, I'm sinking in this lifeboat

Tables turning
Always searching
Out for something else

Stop fighting with yourself this time
Cuz you've been here before and
You never win the war so
Start reaching out for help, it's fine
To know you've hit the bottom
Admit it when you've lost and
Stop fighting with yourself

I think I'm sick of all these fake interactions
Painting smiles over scars and the sadness
Always on the edge I never found the balance
I was drowning in a pool of the same things
It's a miracle that anybody found me
Feeling better when I got out of my own way

Tables turning
Always searching
Out for something else

Stop fighting with yourself this time
Cuz you've been here before and
You never win the war so
Start reaching out for help, it's fine
To know you've hit the bottom
Admit it when you've lost and
Stop fighting with yourself
Stop fighting with yourself

I've been stuck here circling
All these thoughts I'm living in
And I need you to feel me this time
I've been stuck in a phony cycle
All these thoughts, I won't deny 'em
And I need you to feel me it's fine

Stop fighting with yourself this time
Start reaching out for help, it's fine

Stop fighting with yourself this time
Cuz you've been here before and
You never win the war so
Start reaching out for help, it's fine
To know you've hit the bottom
Admit it when you've lost and
Stop fighting with yourself
Stop fighting with yourself
Stop fighting with yourself