feelings are fatal

(album: plum blossom - 2018)

I'm happy for you
I'm smiling for you
I'd do anything
For you, for you

It's always for you
And never for me
And I need it to stop
So let me tell you, please

I'm always sad
And I'm always lonely
But I can't tell you
That I'm breaking slowly

Closed doors
Locked in, no keys
Keeping my feelings hidden
There is no ease

I need it to stop
And I want to be able
To open up but,
My feelings are fatal
(My feelings are fatal)

How many times
Must I keep it inside
I need to let go
And I swear that I've tried

But opening up
Means trusting others
And that's just too much
I don't want to bother

So I'll keep it inside
And bury it deep
I know it's not healthy
But you won't hear a peep

Though I'm always sad
And I'm always lonely
I could never tell you
That I'm breaking slowly

Closed doors
Locked in, no keys
Keeping my feelings hidden
There is no ease

I need it to stop
And I want to be able
To open up but,
My feelings are fatal
(My feelings are fatal)
(My feelings are fatal)