A Little Fucked Up

(album: Better Days: The Collection - 2022)

Tell my mama I'm sorry that I blame her
For all the shit I know that I could fix
I get mad and scream it down on paper
And then I go and call my therapist

I'm a little too much
I'm a little too lazy
Sometimes I get why you could hate me
Cause I hate how I get so angry
I'm a little fucked up, yeah
I'm a little fucked up, yeah

I'm a little fucked up
Got me feeling so stuck
I think that I'm unplugged
In my brain there's no blood
Serotonin not enough
Fit my bed like a glove
And my eyes sealed shut
And my mind feels numb
Forgive me for the things I say, I'm not mad at you
I had a really bad day, barely getting through
I feel like I've been on the same damn fucking loop
I know that it's all in my brain, but it's fucking true
I can't seem to escape from the pain
I just need to break through the chains
Let me go, please let me change
Call me by a different name
I don't wanna play the game anymore
I'm just gonna flip over and shake out the board
I feel like one day I'll regret this
But I don't know how else I can forget this

I'm a little too much
I'm a little too lazy
Sometimes I get why you could hate me
Cause I hate how I get so angry
I'm a little fucked up, yeah
I'm a little fucked up, yeah

Don't take this life for granted
You're lucky to have landed
I know you might feel stranded
It's never how we planned it
But that's the beauty in living
You got a view you were given
But you can choose to just give in
Or you can choose a new vision

It's never easy as it seems
Sometimes I feel like the world just wants me on my knees
Screaming out begging please
Give me a sign, a light, fucking anything

But that's the beauty of it...
If it were easy no one would really give a shit
We would all just sit around with nothing to do
Nothing to prove, nothing to lose, no reason to move

So be thankful for the lows in your life
Cuz on the other side there's a high that you'll like
So be thankful for the lows in your life
Cuz on the other side there's a high that you'll like

I'm a little too much
I'm a little too lazy
Sometimes I get why you could hate me
Cause I hate how I get so angry
I'm a little fucked up, yeah
I'm a little fucked up, yeah

Tell my mama I'm sorry that I blame her
For all the shit I know that I could fix
I get mad and scream it down on paper
And then I go and call my therapist
I'm a little fucked up, yeah