Time Traveler

(album: Mixtape - 2018)

Can't feel the sunlight
Under gray skyline
Rain pours through the nighttime
I can't get my mind right

My brain's on the headlight
My past on the landline
Hard to step forward
When I'm walking on landmines

Flipping emotions like slot machines
Flowing through rivers of time and I'll never control it
New ways of coping, shit that I'm toking
Won't calm the nerves, just shut up for a moment

Let me breathe or I'll lose it
Don't bring me back there
The mirrors in my bathroom become my worst nightmare
Awake but asleep and I'm living these night terrors
I live in the future, you're pulling me back here

You're a time traveler
Live in the past, living fast
Going backwards, a time traveler
You're a time traveler
Live in the past, living fast
Going backwards, a time traveler
You're a time traveler
Live in the past, living fast
Going backwards, a time traveler

Baby, I'm drowning
Under the spell
Live in this hell
You by me
Making me crazy
Live my life faded
Just to cope alone
Webbed in my memories
Alone here remembering
Our broken home
Spreading its venom
In love with the poison

I should probably be nicer
I did have decent memories mixed with the torture
So it's cool now, right?
I shouldn't be bothered when I sleep at night
I guess that's just how life goes
Fall back in line, take it by the nose

Baby, I'm drowning
Under the spell
Live in this hell
You by me
Making me crazy
Live my life faded
Just to cope alone
Webbed in my memories
Alone here remembering
Our broken home
Spreading its venom
In love with the poison