I Wonder

(album: Touchdown - 2019)

I think about you
I think about you, girl
I think about you
I think about you, girl

Afternoons feel colder even on an amber sky
Musicals sound eerie even on a premiere night
Holidays lose their magic over dimming lights
Wondering where the breaths will lead over an empty sigh

I think about you all the time
I wonder where the hell you are
We used to have a certain kind
Of magic when we're in the dark

Following the beats of prime integral
Taking on the streets of time medieval
I don't wanna get myself involved with
Manufactured pleasure we conform with
Playing it safe in idle places
Taking on the storm of war torn mazes
I don't wanna catch you in mind cages
Where the whole world's divided by pages

Get a little high, getting really low
Forcing myself to get on with the flow
I just wanna get this out and go
I just wanna get this done and grow
But it never goes the way we wanted
Other times facing the facts seems morbid
Undermining the small drastic changes
Picking out the parts that make it worth it

I think about you all the time
I wonder where the hell you are
A promise that we left behind
Won't vanish and tear us apart

You said you'd stay but that didn't happen
You said you'd stay but the reason is timing
You went away for something worth fighting
You've gone away and left me here forgotten

I think about you all the time (you said you'd stay but that...)
I wonder where the hell you are (...didn't happen)
I think about you all the time (you said you'd stay but the reason...)
I wonder what you said (...is timing)
I think about you all the time (you went away for something...)
I wonder where the hell you are (...worth fighting)
I think about you all the time (you've gone away and left me...)
I wonder what you said (...here forgotten)

I think about you all the time