sayer

(album: ruiner - 2018)

I can still hear it all
Every word that you said gets embedded in my head
When I'm stuck in this bed like
Hard time focusing
All the things never spoke now choking me
Like who you laying with
Who you [?] shit
I been on my own
Waiting by the phone
But you never called, no
No, we never saw eye to eye
There's no need to clarify

And I just wanna call you
Tell you that I miss you
Wasn't tryna hurt you
(I was tryna save you)
Now I'm in the motel
Laying in the stairwell
Straight to your voicemail
You know that wasn't my intention
I never meant for this to happen
I turned regret into a habit
You know that wasn't my intention

There's nothing to say now
There's nothing to say now
There's nothing to say now
There's nothing to say, nothing to say
Say now
There's nothing to say now
There's nothing to say now
There's nothing to say, nothing to say
Say now

How could you be fine when I'm barely getting by?
Like every word you said now, was it all a lie?
Just sucks to feel this way when I know you don't
Why can't I let go?

And I just wanna call you
Tell you that I miss you
Wasn't tryna hurt you
(I was tryna save you)
Now I'm in the motel
Laying in the stairwell
Straight to your voicemail
You know that wasn't my intention
I never meant for this to happen
I turned regret into a habit
You know that wasn't my intention

There's nothing to say now
There's nothing to say now
There's nothing to say now
There's nothing to say, nothing to say
Say now
There's nothing to say now
There's nothing to say now
There's nothing to say, nothing to say
Say now

There's nothing to say now