This Is It

(album: Mad Season - 2017)

Staring at the top, too late now to stop
Always searching, always searching for a better reason
But I never find one so I guess this is it
Staring at the top, too late now to stop
Always searching, always searching for a better reason
But I never find one so I guess this is it

For the first time, in a long time
I lost myself and I can't find my way back
Inside this broken home, feels like I'm all alone
Keep fighting all of my demons but never beat 'em for good
Pick up the pieces to this puzzle but there's pieces missing
Keep hearing voices in my head but never seem to listen
It's getting hard now, can't seem to figure it out
How can I pick myself up?
Or maybe now this is it?

Staring at the top, too late now to stop
Always searching, always searching for a better reason
But I never find one so I guess this is it
Staring at the top, too late now to stop
Always searching, always searching for a better reason
But I never find one, so now I'm thinking

Time was wasted, thoughts feel jaded
That shit was all in the past, no need to put it on blast
Trying hard to remember the things that make me laugh
Time was wasted, heart feels faded
Keep me from falling apart
Keep me from falling apart
Keep me from falling apart
Keep me from falling apart
This music's all that I have, keep me from falling apart
This music's all that I have
Keep me from falling apart

Staring at the top, finally found my spot
Never thought that I would find my way
Was always searching, always searching
Now I know this is it
Staring at the top, too late now to stop
Always searching, always searching for a better reason
But I never find one so I guess this is it