Seeing Red

(album: Balance - 2019)

The stakes are high, still, I roll the dice
Win or lose, rain or shine, don't ask twice
You know I disagree the glass is half empty
I dug within and found my worst enemy
Obsessive compulsive disaster
I've had enough, what comes after?
It's a short rope; this anxiety
I've had enough, just set me free

Second guessing every move I make
Always around, it's a feeling I can't shake

Something inside me
Is screaming and I can't speak

Kill the voices in my head
Gotta get out, gotta get out
Raise a white flag, seeing red
Gotta get out, gotta get out
The last bridge out of town, I burned it
Cut the break lines, no turning back
Ignored the white flag, seeing red
Time bomb, no seconds left

Tear it down and rebuild
My mind is running in circles but I'm standing still
It's a loaded gun; this anxiety
I've had enough, just set me free

Second guessing every move I make
No hope
Always around, it's a feeling I can't shake

With every minute, every step, every breath I take
I am my own worst enemy

Something inside me
Is screaming and I can't speak
Something inside me
Is screaming

Kill the voices in my head
Gotta get out, gotta get out
Raise a white flag, seeing red
Gotta get out, gotta get out
The last bridge out of town, I burned it
Cut the break lines, no turning back
Ignored the white flag, seeing red
Time bomb, no seconds left

Time bomb, no seconds left