Emotions

(album: Even When I'm Happy I Listen To Sad Music - 2022)

Lost in my emotions
Don't know what I feel I'm feeling broken
Two AM go and keep the bottle open, yeah
It's like these walls just start to close in, fuck
Lost in my emotions
Don't know what I feel I'm feeling broken
Two AM go and keep the bottle open, yeah
It's like these walls just start to close in, yeah

I'm lost in my emotions
Drink bottles to the face feeling broken
They all say careful who you trust I'm trusting no one
It's too late I've been hurt before it's cut me open
Now I'm driving hundred on the dash while I'm smoking
Yeah, chain smoke breaking loves chains
These days all I feel's pain
I'm so numb it don't bother me, no
All I do is pretend to be okay
Fake another smile that's on my face
I just wanna be alone so lemme be, yeah
Believe me, I try to push this to the side, yeah
Running ain't easy I do this every other night, yeah
Say that they need me but all I do is question why, why
Guess it's just my life, I'm

Lost in my emotions
Don't know what I feel I'm feeling broken
Two AM go and keep the bottle open, yeah
It's like these walls just start to close in, fuck
Lost in my emotions
Don't know what I feel I'm feeling broken
Two AM go and keep the bottle open, yeah
It's like these walls just start to close in, yeah

Walls just start to close in, it's like I'm chosen
I'm always the one to lose, sick and tired of coping
No one ever hears me when I'm not okay
Holding back the shit I truly wanna say
Had to pull the knives out my back
Already cut me in two
Tough love I'm good at that
Made me think that I'm bulletproof
Fake friends try and shoot me down
Same ones that I keep around
I don't know what this leading to
Downfall is I hear 'em out

Lost in my emotions
Don't know what I feel I'm feeling broken
Two AM go and keep the bottle open, yeah
It's like these walls just start to close in, fuck
Lost in my emotions
Don't know what I feel I'm feeling broken
Two AM go and keep the bottle open, yeah
It's like these walls just start to close in, yeah