Something Changed

(album: If You Feel - 2020)

Once again (Once again)
This ain't for the fake or pretend
You can't hesitate in the end
Standing in the place of a man, yeah
In the mirror (In the mirror)
Can't see myself, my vision never clearer
See everything I ever had a fear of

I've been broken but I survived it (I survived it)
I've been hurt of course, I can hide it
You'd admire how I keep it up
But I'm tired, if we keeping trust
Might have been lying if I'm speaking up
I know I haven't been myself

Tell me who to blame (Tell me who to blame)
It doesn't feel the same anymore
(It doesn't feel the, it doesn't feel the same)
Something changed (Something changed)
It doesn't feel the same anymore
(It doesn't feel the same, it doesn't feel the same)

Yeah, yeah (I've been running, I've been running, I've been running from myself)
(I've been running, I've been running, I've been running from myself)
(I've been running, I've been running, I've been running from myself)
(I've been running, I've been running, I've been running from myself)
(I've been running, I've been running, I've been running from myself)
Something changed (Something changed)
(I've been running, I've been running, I've been running from myself)
It doesn't feel the same anymore
(I've been running, I've been running, I've been running from myself)
(I've been running, I've been running, I've been running from myself)

I'm not enough for myself

I look back at my years 'cause my fears in the front
And they jump, and they fly, and they swim, and they run
And my wife need the best, can I be what she want
When the light in my chest starts to dim in the sun?
I need a real peace that's taller than me
That's walking out on the water and calming the seas
Who inhabits every word of the Psalms that I sing
Who says cast up every burden and qualm that I bring
Not some anonymous thing, I need real and alive
That can deal with mind and bring me healing inside
Man, are you feeling the vibe?

So tell me who to blame (Tell me who to blame)
It doesn't feel the same anymore
(It doesn't feel the, it doesn't feel the same)
Something changed (Something changed)
It doesn't feel the same anymore