Blueprints

(album: A Blueprint For Writhing - 2012)

This violates everything that you've started here, you've started here
And I won't wait or hesitate to become what you fear, I've become what you...
I've been waiting for so long, for you to come back home, for you to come back home
And they were changing everything to say you worked alone, to say you worked alone

It was nice to know you worked alone

Was it the way I lost all control or just the way I let you down
Was it the way you thought that no one knows
How you waited for years and no one showed
Tell me did you have your turn, lesson learned
You put your hope in love, not to fail, not to burn you
You have holes in your heart and x's for eyes
You know you always say pass when you never chose sides
You were a failure to launch, your blueprints were hard to write

And I won't change or hide mistakes from those you hold dear, from those you hold
And I won't wait or hesitate, to become what you need, if you are alive or dead
It's all the same to me

Was the way I lost all control or just the way I let you down
Was it the way you thought that no one knows
How you waited for years and no one showed
Tell me did you have your turn, lesson learned
You put your hope in love, not to fail, not to burn you
You have holes in your heart and x's for eyes
You know you always say pass when you never chose sides
You know you always say pass when you never chose sides
You were a failure to launch, your blueprints were drawn to right

Cause you were my light when I needed day
You were my hope in the dark, when I knew I was lost
You were the words when I needed to pray
You were my savior
You are the ground that was never found when they started the earth
Thinking you were the sound on God's lips
These words were holding you down
And I couldn't save you, save you

Was the way I lost all control or just the way I let you down
Was it the way you thought that no one knows
How you waited for years and no one showed
Tell me did you have your turn, lesson learned
You put your hope in love, not to fail, not to burn
You have holes in your heart and x's for eyes
You were a failure to launch, your blueprints were drawn to right

You were letting go of me, you never even tried
It was written on your face, but you couldn't say goodbye
You always lose your way in mist of all your lies
You had a soul no one could save but a heart for Jesus Christ
When you lose your faith there will be no one left to blame
I hope you are thinking of my face, I hope you are dreaming of my name

When they started the earth, thinking you were the sound on God's lips
These words were holding you down and I couldn't save you, save you