Everything Ends Last Year

(album: Anime, Trauma And Divorce - 2020)

Stumble into November knowing goddamn well
I can't make nothing close to this tender
Can't fade, can't accelerate
So pitch me into that blender
Regardless where the sun is, I'm my own personal winter
I'm cold, I think I'm cold
I'm just tryna remember (just tryna remember)
It's October and I'm tired

We thought we were so clever
Just put me on that TV screen, cause pop culture's forever
We did it, we do it
If everybody's assuming, I did too cause I'm human
We heard we wasn't performing, we heard it wasn't resuming
And it ended (it fuckin ended just like that)
It's October and I'm tired

We tried starting a movement, we tried starting a record label
Our friendships have been ruined
Good brothers in arguments about money, data and music
We created illusions, then the fighting went public
And frightened all the consumers
And it ended (just fell the fuck apart)
It's October and I'm tired

We tried doing forever
We tried doing what they tried to do
But we tried doing it better
We tried alone and together
Tried until we got tired of losing
Tired of pulling on levers
Tired of tryna balance them ledgers
And there's one rock and one feather
Ended