Happy Endings

(album: Struggle - 2016)

Lately there's so much pressure on me
This is what I asked for
I'm supposed to feel free
Why don't you find another finger to point
If I quit who would I disappoint?
I was raised better than this
This is farthest thing from bliss
Getting older pushing further into the abyss
You tried so hard but it's hit or miss

If I'm still breathing
It's still the beginning
If I'm still breathing
It's still the beginning
The ending
The ending
Is this life even worth living?
The ending
The ending
The dreams that I'm defending
Open the wounds that I've been mending
Don't be part of how I've been living

Do you know the way?
Back to the truth
Don't know what you want me to say
I don't believe in happy endings
Writing right away
'Cause I miss you too
I don't know what I believe
There's no such thing as happy endings

The daily escapes and all the roads I used to take
Try to deface and ending up fake
I could break
I was raised better than this
This is farthest thing from bliss
Getting older pushing further into the abyss
You tried so hard but it's hit or miss

Pretending and faking
So keep your innocence
To prove my worth
Becoming worthless
I've been taught enough
No need for examples
It's still enough that I will try
'Cause I will try

Do you know the way?
Back to the truth
Don't know what you want me to say
I don't believe in happy endings
Writing right away
'Cause I miss you too
I don't know what I believe
There's no such thing as happy endings

If I breathe in
It's still the beginning
Carry on
Carry on
Who's face do you have to step on?
Carry on
Carry on
Get 'em good
Hit 'em with the long con
Carry on
Carry on
This is how you pretend to belong
Make 'em proud
I'm not proud
Sing it loud
Loud
Loud

Do you know the way?
Back to the truth
Don't know what you want me to say
I don't believe in happy endings now

Do you know the way?
Back to the truth
Don't know what you want me to say
I don't believe in happy endings
Writing right away
'Cause I miss you too
I don't know what I believe
There's no such thing as happy endings
So fuck all of your happy endings
There's no such thing as happy endings