Monster In The Mirror

(album: Struggle - 2016)

Yeah
What
What

I'm fucked and lost
I'll hurt myself at any cost
Objection
Objection
I deserve this rejection
Correction
Correction
You don't deserve my self-projection
I can't stand my own reflection
I've lost all connection
I'm a walking infection

I'm dying to feel alive
Give me something that'll bring the color back to my eyes
I'm always sick from my medicine
Even though we don't know if I can

I'm gonna try to understand
All of the things that lie outside my hands
I'm gonna make it out I swear
Are you listening?
Are you still listening?
I'm gonna try to love again
Without this pain in hand I've been carrying
I'm gonna make it out I swear
And maybe one day
I won't see this monster in the mirror

Like a broken wing
Or a rusted wedding ring
I'm a reminder
Of a future not much brighter
I cringe at the sound of my own voice
This is not my choice
You can't save me from myself
Don't worry about my mental health
The terrible beauty of angels
Self-loathing makes me feel stable
(Stable)
The terrible beauty of angels
Self-loathing makes me feel stable
(Stable)

I just want the attention
(Want the attention)
Want everybody to listen
(I want you to listen)
And I don't wanna feel like this forever
But in case I still have a chance

I'm gonna try to understand
All of the things that lie outside my hands
I'm gonna make it out I swear
Are you listening?
Are you still listening?
I'm gonna try to love again
Without this pain in hand I've been carrying
I'm gonna make it out I swear
And maybe one day
I won't see this monster in the mirror