HostAge At A BeAch House PArty

(album: The Burner - 2020)

I want to feel something more
Just something at all
I hope for a better day
Stay away from everyone
I feel so alone
Got nowhere to go
I'm looking at the sunset screaming
"I'm a hostage at a beach house party" (Fuck)

Yeah
(Okay, hear me out)

Late night, she took me away
Going 80 down the freeway to a friend's house in LA
I said "What's going on? (What's up?)
It feels like something's wrong"
I'm trying to get this through to you
'Cause I don't want to end up on my own

I'm freaking out, I'm jumping off the ledge, oh yeah
I think it's time that I stop pretending

I want to feel something more
Just something at all
I hope for a better day
Stay away from everyone
I feel so alone
Got nowhere to go
I'm looking at the sunset screaming
"I'm a hostage at a beach house party"

I'm off the walls, I'm off my meds again, oh yeah
And I'm trapped inside of my head
I'm off the walls, I'm off my meds again, oh yeah
I'm not getting better so let's switch it up

Fuck it up

I want to feel something more
Just something at all
I hope for a better day
Stay away from everyone
I feel so alone
Got nowhere to go
I'm looking at the sunset screaming
"I'm a hostage at a beach house party"

I want to feel something more
Just something at all

So tell me why can't I get anything right?
I guess it's hard when I'm blacking out every single night
So tell me why can't I get anything right?
I guess it's hard when I'm blacking out every single night

So tell me why can't I get anything right?
I guess it's hard when I'm blacking out every single night
So tell me why can't I get anything right?
I'll just keep slipping even further and further into the night