nothing (in my head)

(album: Love Me Forever - 2022)

In my head
In my head I've been trying to turn out the lights
Never mind
I never knew a dark room could be so nice
I tried to stop
I tried to stop looking up, it's been hurting my neck
On a screen
On a screen on a screen on a screen, gonna scream that I

I feel so goddamn numb
I can't feel you anymore
Can I, can I please be done?
I can't stay trapped inside this box much longer, oh no

In my head I'm trying to turn out the lights
And I can't ever seem to shut them out
Tried to turn down the noise and arguments
'Cause I don't wanna fucking hear it now
Never thought I would be the fly
That's trapped inside the jar of rotting fruit and wine
And their eyes are peeled to watch me drown
Was never supposed to make it out alive

I feel so God damn numb
I can't feel you anymore
Can I, can I please be done?
I can't stay trapped inside this box much longer, oh no

I don't want to be here, tell me "Go home"
I can't ever breathe here, tell me "Don't go"
I could never feel here, can't you let go?
I could never be here, tell me "Don't"

I feel so goddamn numb
I can't feel you anymore
Can I can I please be done?
I can't stay trapped inside this box much longer, oh no