Picture Myself

(album: oh to be in love - 2022)

My heart is sinking, heart in my throat
Drowning in your old leather coat
And now I spend my weekends alone
And think of all that I did, now that I don't

You've moved out to west
And I moved to the city
We've made separate beds
But I still hold you in my chest
When things aren't looking pretty
Wishing you the best

But am I kidding myself, it's after midnight
Kicking myself for staying, could I
Picture myself believing
Picture myself believing
Am I holding the words my head wants to hide?
Thinking the worst forever, could I
Picture myself believing
Picture myself believing in us

My head says one thing
But this feels amazing
Forever is something
But together we're crazy

You've moved out to west
And I moved to the city
We've made separate beds
But I still hold you in my chest
When things aren't looking pretty
Wishing you the best

Am I kidding myself, it's after midnight
Kicking myself for staying, could I
Picture myself believing
Picture myself believing
Am I holding the words my head wants to hide?
Thinking the worst forever, could I
Picture myself believing
Picture myself believing in us

Aaah, aah, aah
Aaah, aah
Aaah, aah, aah
Aaah, I
Aaah, aah, aah
Aaah, aah
Aaah, aah, aah
Aaah, I

And I don't know why
No, I don't know why I'm this way
Staying all night
But what if I leave today
And I don't know why-y
Why am I afraid to stay-ay