Slipping Off The Edge

(album: Joel Adams - 2020)

My feet keep slipping off the edge
Each day gets so hard when there's
No one who's good enough to care
Maybe they're just not aware
Another pill to make me happy
Don't wanna think about these bad things
Before I put it all to bed
These were the last words I said

I'm don't wanna wake up tomorrow
I just don't see the point I swallowed
Way too many pills
I cashed in all my chips
And I don't wanna
Look in the mirror I'd rather
Smash the glass with this empty bottle
Bloods dripping off my knuckles
I'm too numb too feel anymore now

Mhmm
Nothing left for me to say
I won't wait another day
Mhmm
Don't even be bother to ask me what's wrong
Cause you just won't understand

My feet keep slipping off the edge
Each day gets so hard when there's
No one who's good enough to care
Maybe they're just not aware
Another pill to make me happy
Don't wanna think about these bad things
Before I put it all to bed
These were the last words I said

I'm so tired of faking smiles
These empty conversations I don't
Give a damn about your problems
I got so many you can count them
I don't want to pay no doctor
Just so he can sit down there smiling
Pretending that they know my history
Like he has any idea

Mhmm
I don't wanna be alone
But it's better than to hurt someone
Mhmm
Don't even be bothered to come over here
Cause you just won't wanna stay

My feet keep slipping off the edge
Each day gets so hard when there's
No one who's good enough to care
Maybe they're just not aware
Another pill to make me happy
Don't wanna think about these bad things
Before I put it all to bed
These were the last words I said...

My feet were slipping off the edge
But it feels much better now you're here
I use to think no one would care
I guess you were just not aware
Don't need a pill to make me happy
Not gonna think about these bad things
No longer putting this to bed
Thanks to the last words you said