Mourning

(album: AUSTIN - 2023)

Don't wanna sober up
The sun is killing my buzz, that's why they call it mourning
Thought I was strong enough
Threw my bottle at the sky, said, "God that's a warning"
Don't wanna sober up
Try to keep it inside, but I just wanna pour it
Thought I was strong enough
Got a lot of shit to say, couldn't fit it in the chorus

I just left Wally's, spent a Maserati
The way I gotta flex you'd think I did Pilates
I call my quote-unquote friends, "Do you got plans?"
Turns out everyone's free when the dinner is
Then they drag me to a party out in Malibu
After thirty High Noons it was pretty cool
Tried to shoot my shot, she told me that she had a shoot, bye-bye
(Damn)

Don't wanna sober up
The sun is killing my buzz, that's why they call it mourning
Thought I was strong enough
Threw my bottle at the sky, said, "God that's a warning"
Don't wanna sober up
Try to keep it inside, but I just wanna pour it
Thought I was strong enough
Got a lot of shit to say, couldn't fit it in the chorus

Stumbling down the corridor, came across an open door
Throwing up is easy and who put on The Commodores?
That's a nice tile floor, wish I got to know you more
Who am I talking to? Nobody
Take me outside, I'm a little too high
Paid a little too much for the time of my life
When money ain't a problem, everyone's lying
Even when I tell myself that I

Don't wanna sober up
The sun is killing my buzz, that's why they call it mourning
Thought I was strong enough
Threw my bottle at the sky, said, "God that's a warning"
Don't wanna sober up
Try to keep it inside, but I just wanna pour it
Thought I was strong enough
Got a lot of shit to say, couldn't fit it in the chorus