Never Enough

(album: Pendulum Hearts - 2023)

You've been hurt too many times previously
And I just fall in love too immediately
Loving you for me came with immediacy
I guess I need to fall in love more tediously
I guess I just never really liked wasting time
Straight to the point like
Baby Ima make you mine
I made you mine and now I feel like I'm wasting time
You say you love me but I honestly feel like you lying
You talk about yo past and you let it define you
Instead of tryna learn from it and putting it behind you
You just steady talking expecting this all to end
If that's the case then why don't we just call each other friends
Like dang
I don't think you in this like me
But you won't find another dude that treats you like me
Breaking your heart would hurt me more than it hurts you
But sometimes I be feeling like I really don't deserve you

Oh girl you got me going crazy
I look at you and think that you amazing
I want the best the best for you and you hate it
I don't want you to ever be degraded (yeah)

But I think I deserve someone who show me love
And I think I deserve someone that I could trust
I gave you all my heart but it's still not enough
Yeah no matter what I do it's just never enough for you
Yeah no matter what I do it's just never enough for you

It don't matter what I do it's just never enough
You tell me that you love me but I'm calling your bluff
You push me away when I try to show love
Cause you been hurt too many times
And been broken too much
But I could promise there ain't nothing else that I'd put above
Loving you girl
You know you the only one
That's on my mind late nights and in the morning sun
I show you all of this love in return for nun
But I was broken when you told me you don't wanna fall in love again
Why you tell me that you love me then?
And why we faking all this loving then
Oh my
You just been wasting my time
Girl I honestly believed you were the love of my life

Oh girl you got me going crazy
I look at you and think that you amazing
I want the best the best for you and you hate it
I don't want you to ever be degraded yeah
Oh girl you got me going crazy
I look at you and think that you amazing
I want the best the best for you and you hate it
I don't want you to ever be degraded yeah

And I hate this I do
I can't lie I hate the fact that this is really the truth
And I know it's better for me we're no longer together
But I'm praying this loneliness in my mind will get better
Cause

When I was with you
All I did was compromise
The hardest thing is breaking off a soul tie
I am a new creation but the past can never change
And I know from experience how that rots my brain
You're more sensitive than you'll ever admit
So be careful who you make memories with
As humans we desire to always be intimate
But think about the people in your life that you miss
Is it them or the memories?
Perfect is what we'll never be
Everyone has a time of feeling some type of jealousy
We see people together
And think we want that too
But if you ain't happy single
You won't be happy with two

Oh girl you got me going crazy
I look at you and think that you amazing
I want the best the best for you and you hate it
I don't want you to ever be degraded yeah
Oh girl you got me going crazy
I look at you and think that you amazing
I want the best the best for you and you hate it
I don't want you to ever be degraded