Morphine

(album: A Girl Cried Red - 2018)

Smash my heart in pieces
It looks so good on the floor

People think it's fun and games
But my life is really lonely
Ain't nobody that can save me
Ain't nobody that console me
I'm an emo little boy and I want someone to hold me
Got my money like a blanket and I hold it when I'm lonely
Got my blanket and my bottle
Yeah, you know I like to sip
Said her lips taste like morphine
Asked me if I want a drip

I'm in bed when I'm lonely
I'm in bed when I'm sick
I'm in bed on a flight and
I'm in bed on a trip

You say you love me
I know you're lying
You say you're sorry
Well, thanks for trying
Got a new life
Not invited
Got a date now
And I'm excited
Is my meant to be
Being where I wanna be
So I turn off my phone
And then I go to sleep

Spent a month on the road
Every night a new bed
When I touch back home
Could've sworn I was dead
Only focus was important so it's back to work
Always focus on my money, people think I'm a jerk
Yeah, I really, really want it, I can't waste no time
Everybody getting money, but I get mine

Think it's fun and games
And my life is so lonely
Can you please hold me?