Kamikaze

(album: Reaping The Benefits - 2020)

(Yeah, I'm done doing the same thing)

Life got me stressed, popping pills, and I'm sipping the lean
(I'm done with that shit)
I'm wishing that today, was my last day
I know I'm saying shit, that I shouldn't be saying
(I'm out, I'm out bitch)
Shut the fuck up right now 'cause I ain't playing

Back against the wall, I don't take no shit
But right now I feel like I'm trapped in this yeah
Right now I feel like I can't stop this shit
I try to call my girl but she don't ever give me shit (No)
I try to call my mans but they always getting lit (Damn)
I feel like they don't understand what this is (They don't)
Tryna balance all this life and this shit
And I might just kill myself oh shit, I might just

Life got me stressed, popping pills, and I'm sipping the lean
(I'm done with that shit)
I'm wishing that today, was my last day
I know I'm saying shit, that I shouldn't be saying
(I'm out, I'm out bitch)
Shut the fuck up right now 'cause I ain't playing

Yeah, you say you ran out 'til you lose everything
All your clothes, and your bling, and your bitches
All your family, and your friends, and your riches
Oh you think you sad now?
Nigga you ain't even lost a thing
Everybody still treat you like a king
You still got your voice you could sing
Why the fuck you always acting all mean?

Life got me stressed, popping pills, and I'm sipping the lean
(I'm done with that shit)
I'm wishing that today, was my last day
I know I'm saying shit, that I shouldn't be saying
(I'm out, I'm out bitch)
Shut the fuck up right now 'cause I ain't playing

The fucks tryna get up on this Forbes List?
Fuck a bitch esp if she looking gorgeous
As I get further and further it's more shit
As I get further and further it's more shit
As I get further and further it's torture (Fucking torture)
Everybody fake as hell that's in my fortress
Some say "At least a girl's undressed"
But I'd trade it all in, it's some bullshit
That's some bullshit (That's some bullshit)

Life got me stressed, popping pills, and I'm sipping the lean
(I'm done with that shit)
I'm wishing that today, was my last day
I know I'm saying shit, that I shouldn't be saying
(I'm out, I'm out bitch)
Shut the fuck up right now 'cause I ain't playing