Unemployment Guilt

(album: B-Sides & Rarities Vol.4 [2006-2016] - 2016)

Staring at the screen
Bank account deep into the negatives
Bruh, I'm so exhausted honestly
Of constantly having to end up calling for help from my relatives
And then I see you, paying half the rent
Working hard as fuck, long hours, but never said a
Word of complaint, even though I can tell you're stressed
Coming home, really tired, you get undressed

Smiling beautifully
You are so perfect, why the fuck are you with me?
Looking out the window, deep in thought, you're brewing tea
And I'm just here, staring at you stupidly
I'm struggling to decide
Whether I should comfort you, tell you it will be alright
Or tell you I spent my entire day outside
Looking for a job, still, still unapplied

Uh, I won't let you go
What is life without you? I don't ever want to know
Gentle and intelligent, incredible as all
Ever daily, ever friendly, never envious at all
Sentimental, your attentions are exceptionally grown
Never better, none distressed, yes you're a present to us all, lesser devils
Better than these others on a million different levels
Never stop blooming as you're picking up your petals and

You are better than I have ever been
Everyone I've ever met, you are way ahead of them
Life veteran, never slacking, get it in
The way you've kept it together, girl you are better than better
Girl you're more precious than treasure, we'll never sever our bonds
As long as we stick together, nothing could ever go wrong, uh
Smiling beautifully
You are so perfect, why the fuck are you with me?
Yeah

I'm so sorry
That I suck
Don't leave me
And I'm so scared
'Cause I need you
Do you need me?
Do you need me?
Need me ('Cause I need you, 'cause I need you)
Need me ('Cause I need you, 'cause I need you)
Need me ('Cause I need you, now)