Autumnus

(album: The Color Clear - 2015)

How many times can we say these things?
Keep pretending that it ever meant anything
Our minds wonder, but I always knew
When I close my eyes all I see is you

What hurts the most
Is having to know
Words and scars are all I have to show
I put together these letters with pen and paper
Only to write songs of how we were so close

Wherever I go
I don't want to go
Without you
Without you

How can you say you have nothing to say?
How can you be at a loss for words?
We fit together like puzzle parts
Nothing in this world could tear us apart

How many times can we say these things?
Keep pretending that it ever meant anything
Our minds wonder, but I always knew
When I close my eyes all I see is you

Wherever I go
I don't want to go
Without you
Without you

A feeling I can't help but chase
It seems somehow I've lost my place
I was gone too long
Now I've been erased
Not even I recognize my face
Not even I recognize my face

All these places are never the same
I can't believe I've grown so deranged
You haunt me anyway I run
I'll never change into what you've become

Wherever I go
I don't want to go
Without you