ILY (Deluxe Edition Bonus Track)

(album: 4GOD II - 2023)

I love you for my life

Yeah
This ain't how shit posed to be with us and I regret it
I let weapons form against me prosper I shouldn't've let it
I don't know if I did so much wrong that God wanna see me perish
I don't know if it's these pills or not but I'm still in my feelings
You my dawg and I still love you if you let me I'll fix it
It was lit when I was living fast but I know what come with it
It been killing me 'cause they been tryna tell me I ain't listen
I been living day-to-day so I couldn't see the bigger picture, yeah

Imma get these demons off
Just give me time to get back right before I fuck this up
Shit I won't say that I can't say 'cause if I do I'm done
But if you know you know I feel my past
Creeping up but I ain't shit 'cause it's my fault

Please God please just let me fix it for the last time
I realized they don't wanna see me win lord
I realized they don't wanna see a star shine

Only thing gonna make this better is talking to my daddy
He the only one that know shit that I can't tell nobody
I wish I could tell my momma what's going on inside
'Cause my mental fucked up and I feel like I lost my mind

Please God please just let me fix it for the last time
I realized they don't wanna see me win, Lord
I realized they don't wanna see a star shine

Love you
A star shine

Yeah

This ain't how shit posed to be with us and I regret it
I let weapons form against me prosper I shouldn't've let it
I don't know if I did so much wrong that God wanna see me perish
I don't know if it's these pills or not but I'm still in my feelings
You my dawg and I still love you if you let me I'll fix it
It was lit when I was living fast but I know what come with it
It been killing me 'cause they been tryna tell me I ain't listen
I was living day-to-day so I couldn't see the bigger picture, yeah

All you ever gave was love but I feel like my exes
Gave you hatred in return I never showed remorse
But what I did was young and dumb
That energy don't ever lie we all know it wouldn't I can feel this in my stomach
And my mind been racing lately
I need some protection from my Lord and Savior
I know I fucked up but I'm your daughter's favorite
If this what come with rap I wish I never made it