Keeping Secrets (Demo)

(album: ROSIE - 2020)

I'm fine
I'm alright, I'm good
I hurt, sometimes
But I do it to myself, I
I'm trying
I'm alive, I'm a lot
It's my fault, sometimes
I guess I do it to myself

'Cause I
I know, I know, I know, I know
I'm hiding
And I don't, I don't, I don't
I don't know why it is
But I should know myself better
Why don't I know myself better?

'Cause I've been keeping secrets from myself
How'd it get so hard to ask for help?
And I wish I could say "I'm sorry"
To the stranger in my body
But I've been keeping secrets from myself

But I'm fine
I'm alright, I'm okay
I just hate myself, sometimes
When I'm feeling overwhelmed, I
I cry
'Cause I feel like I've been drowning
And I don't wanna let myself down
But I do it to myself

'Cause I
I know, I know, I know, I know
I'm hiding
And I don't, I don't, I don't
I don't know why it is
But I should know myself better
Why don't I know myself better?

'Cause I've been keeping secrets from myself
How'd it get so hard to ask for help?
And I wish I could say "I'm sorry"
To the stranger in my body
But I've been keeping secrets from myself

'Cause I've been keeping secrets from myself (And I, I've been keeping, I've been keeping secrets)
How'd it get so hard to ask for help? (I've been keeping, I've been keepin')
And I wish I could say "I'm sorry" (Ooh)
To the stranger in my body
But I've been keeping secrets from myself

Oh, I've been keeping secrets from myself