Courage

(album: Bright Lights, Red Eyes - 2020)

Wet paper on my doorstep, raining all night
It's okay
I don't wanna read it anyway
Turn the TV
Just to hear the voices talking, maybe

Sofa's so uncomfortable
When I jammed the door and leave it open
But I been thinking

If I try again, I know I'd run
Trapping the words to the back of my tongue
Poisonous is what I've become
I try again, but I don't have the courage
(Courage)

Facing the sun from the rooftop
Playing a sad song, feeling bad for myself
All of my friends back home say I should be happy, maybe

Sofa's so uncomfortable
When I jammed the door and leave it open
But I been thinking

If I try again, I know I'd run
Trapping the words to the back of my tongue
Poisonous is what I've become
I try again, but I don't have the courage
(Courage)

(Courage)

It hurts so good bad nights
Feel the same as they did then
I wish someone had told me how it ends
I'm not so good at trying
My words in my defense
I wish someone had told me, told me

If I try again, I know I'd run
Trapping the words to the back of my tongue
Poisonous is what I've become
I try again, but I don't have the courage
(Courage)

Oh, I'm poisonous
(Courage)
If I try again, if I try again, oh
(Courage)
Yeah
(Courage)