this is suicide

(album: patient death - 2023)

I grind my teeth when I'm asleep
'Cause I keep dreaming of you, dreaming of you

Oh fuck, I'm drunk on a Monday night
Losing my vision, I fucking hate my life
Brokenhearted demon, yeah she's just my type
Diving in the bottle, is it deep enough to die?

Flirting up a guy, losing who you were
And never wasting time
Flirting with the thought of "I might really take my life"
Killing who I am, see you on the other side

I know it's tragic when she lets you down it hurts
You think she could do much better or it's just what you deserve
I think life can pass you by without a second you could waste
So, as long as you're with her you know you're likely to be safe

I grind my teeth when I'm asleep
Cause I keep dreaming of you, dreaming of you
(Dreaming of you)

Oh fuck, I'm drunk on a Monday night
Losing my vision, I fucking hate my life
Brokenhearted demon, yeah she's just my type
Diving in the bottle, is it deep enough to die?

Flirting up a guy, losing who you were
And never wasting time
Flirting with the thought of "I might really take my life"
Killing who I am, see you on the other side

Yeah, let me drink, let me think, let me get it right
I can sing another song about my shitty life
Let me speak, spill the tea, this is what it's like
Early grave, twenty four, this is suicide

I can see it in your eyes when I'm telling you
You can see it in my bones when they breaking through
I can see it in your posture that I'm breaking you
When I die, poltergeist, I'll take care of you