Tears Beneath My Eyelids

I keep my thoughts to myself
You going out so much
Put our time up on a shelf
But use me as your crutch
When you need time to forget
Bout why you're acting up
Don't wanna see you upset
But girl I've had enough

You just do nothing else
And I won't do that with you
You do shit for yourself
Wouldn't grab me a tissue
If I was feeling low
And I think that's an issue
That might be a low blow
But that's the shit you're into
On your phone all night but you won't ring me on my celly (brr brr)
If I weren't on time to provide my line, you'd be petty (Ah yeah)
I really loved my life, but this shit ain't right heavy (on me)
Girl you talk bout signs but you don't know mines you ain't ready (ah)

I can't even fight it
It's been on my mind and
I can hear the silence
Tears beneath my eyelids
I can't even fight it
It's been on my mind and
I can hear the silence
Tears beneath my

I keep my thoughts to myself
You going out so much
Put our time up on a shelf
But use me as your crutch
When you need time to forget
Bout why you're acting up
Don't wanna see you upset
But girl I've had enough

Every night I'm thinking bout it
How we livin, it's just different
I don't get it, wanna quit it, you have no soul
We're not talking, only fucking
It's a problem when we loving
It ain't stopping don't wanna see you again
And my minds not right, it's a different vibe how we living (ah yeah)
Baby go do crime, hit my heart with a knife, wouldn't feel it (damn straight)
I really loved my life but this shit ain't right and it's feeling crazy
Girl you talk bout signs but you don't know mines you ain't in it baby

I can't even fight it
It's been on my mind and
I can hear the silence
Tears beneath my eyelids
I can't even fight it
It's been on my mind and
I can hear the silence
Tears beneath my

I keep my thoughts to myself
You going out so much
Put our time up on a shelf
But use me as your crutch
When you need time to forget
Bout why you're acting up
Don't wanna see you upset
But girl I've had enough

(Ooh nah nah)
(Ooh nah nah)
(Ooh nah nah)
(Ooh nah nah)
(Ooh nah nah)

Rest In Peace, X. Bless