Letter To Mom

Scorey, ayy
This reminiscing
'Bout the times that we've been through
All the times I didn't listen
Look

I gotta tell you that I'm sorry though my words couldn't fix it (Nah)
And I hope that when we get older have some fun just reminiscing (Just reminiscin')
'Bout the times that we've been through, all the times I didn't listen (I didn't listen)
All the changes that I made, and all the changes that you didn't
All the risks I had to take just doing shit I had no business
And I gained a couple fans but know you always be my biggest (Be my biggest)
All my vision got so blurry, you was there to pay my [?]
And you always said I used to underestimate my limits (My limits)
I remember back when Leah passed away
I was sleeping in your bad like every day (Like every day)
Even though my room was just some steps away (Just some steps away)
'Cause I knew that when them demons call me, you would keep me safe
And I'm [?] for all the pain I brought you, you was there to stay
Done you treated me like the golden child
I was rolling wild, smoking loud, me and Doodie riding, probably toting pound (Baow)
But my name be popping like that top about the soda now (About the soda now)
And I'm tryna carry all my [?] on my shoulders now
Weapon be a [?] that toting on a .40 cal (A .40 cal)
Feeling like a disappointment, tryna make you more than proud
Gotta put my heart up in the songs that I'm recording now (Recording now)
And I know that you know Bakari, momma this is Scorey now (Scorey now)

Uh, I never thought that all this time was tryna keep me out of harm, it's a letter to mom (Uh)
Uh, hard-headed, never listen, never thought that I was wrong, it's a letter to mom (It's a letter to mom)
Uh, and God forbid the day you ever gotta have to see me gone, it's a letter to mom (It's a letter to mom)
Uh, just know you wise, was my all, you the reason why I'm strong, it's a letter to mom (It's a letter to mom)

Yeah, I had to thug it out, I couldn't been no lame, mom
Never trouble making, now I stay up in my lane, mom
You know I was playing ball probably on that game, mom (That game, mom)
But then they shoot Lil' Zuly, then the shit wasn't the same, mom (The same, mom)
Failing at the school, while I'm passing in the streets (In the streets)
Like I'm running in the time, was going faster than my feet (Than my feet)
Even though you probably have me, never asked you for the sneaks (Asked you for the sneaks)
I know when them people grabbed me, you the first one that I seen (That I seen)
Done you always had my back, I gave you reasons while you shutting (While you shuttin')
Everybody said give up, but deep inside I know you couldn't (I know you couldn't)
And you hate to see me high, running out here 'round my [?]
But I jumped inside the streets, that's the only way it could be (The way it could be)
I was breadless with them niggas, load it quick to stuff a foolish (Grrah)
Eating breaksfast at the store with 50 cent up in my hoodie (Up in my hoodie)
Feeling like 50 'cause I feel like many mans been tryna do me (They tryna do me)
And you used to always have me, I can't stand to let you lose me (Can't let you lose me)
And it's crazy every teacher that I had, you used to fight with (Used to fight with)
Making school in difficolt like even though that's life shit (That's life shit)
You was in the basement for me, working on that night shift (That night shift)
I never told you thank you for it, so I had to write this
Then I wake up stressing, when I really put you on?
Or I be another nigga they be missing when I'm gone
I remember when you didn't want me kicking it with Shawn
'Cause we seen my brody twist, get hit up bleeding in his arms
And I think I really went through everything that you don't want
At the earlier precursors, I ain't think that I was wrong
After all them years of fighting, some days we'll get along
When you thinking 'bout me listen to this song, it's a letter to mom (Corey now)

Uh, I never thought that all this time was tryna keep me out of harm, it's a letter to mom (Uh)
Uh, hard-headed, never listen, never thought that I was wrong, it's a letter to mom (It's a letter to mom)
Uh, and God forbid the day you ever gotta have to see me gone, it's a letter to mom (It's a letter to mom)
Uh, just know you wise, was my all, you the reason why I'm strong, it's a letter to mom (It's a letter to mom)