I'm Still Alive

(album: B-Sides & Rarities - 2021)

It's so hard to get angry
With tears streaming down your face
And the heart on your sleeve that beated for me
Has long since faded away
I always had a suspicion
'Cause I could always tell when you lied
We used to be, so close you and me
Till you got swept away by the tide

I don't know if they're gonna believe me
I don't know who to believe myself
'Cause everything's changed as you're falling away
Into to be honest I'm not doing that well

And sometimes I run and sometimes I hide
And sometimes it feels like there's nothing inside
And somebody's killed me
And I'm just playing and staying alive
Sometimes it hurts and sometimes you cry
And sometimes you can't even open your eyes
It feels like you killed me
And I'm just playing and staying alive
But I'm still alive

They say that things'll get better
They say that time can heal the pain
But it doesn't seem to be working for me
'Cause I still think about you every day
I still don't know where I'm going
I wish I didn't know where you've been
'Cause I still see your face in every place
I didn't realize just how hard it would be

And sometimes I run and sometimes I hide
And sometimes it feels like there's nothing inside
And somebody's killed me
And I'm just playing and staying alive
Sometimes it hurts and sometimes you cry
And sometimes you can't even open your eyes
It feels like you killed me
And I'm just playing and staying alive
But I'm still alive
I'm still alive

Sometimes it hurts, sometimes you cry
But you're gonna make it out alive

And sometimes I run and sometimes I hide
And sometimes it feels like there's nothing inside
And somebody's killed me
And I'm just playing and staying alive
'Cause sometimes it hurts and sometimes you cry
And sometimes you can't even open your eyes
It feels like you killed me
And I'm just playing and staying alive
But I'm still alive
I'm still alive
I'm still alive
I'm still alive