Silently Screaming

(album: Apocalypse Whenever - 2022)

Every fear I've ever known comes out to play
Worthy of tears, her body moves like ocean waves
I dive into temptation
Drowning in elation
I can't live my life this way

You terrorized me
Love, we outgrew it
She hypnotized me
I fell into it

I've told some pretty lies
I've kept love in disguise
No, I can't live my life this way

Silently screaming
Lies on the phone
Every reason to let go
Of every demon
Clutching my bones
But this unbearable feeling feels like home

Silently screaming
Silently screaming
Silently screaming
Lies on the phone
But this unbearable feeling feels like home

Drive through the town, you slept around like it's a race
Tried tuning out all of my doubts and my mistakes
A streetlight intersection, moment of reflection
I can't live my life this way

I can't live this way
Mm, no

Silently screaming
Lies on the phone
Every reason to let go
Of every demon
Clutching my bones
But this unbearable feeling feels like home

Silently screaming
Silently screaming
Silently screaming
Lies on the phone
But this unbearable feeling feels like home

Can't live this way
Mm, no, no, I can't live this way

Silently screaming
Lies on the phone
Every reason to let go
Of every demon
Clutching my bones
But this unbearable feeling feels like home

Silently screaming
Silently screaming
Silently screaming
Lies on the phone
But this unbearable feeling feels like home