Stained Soul

(album: Hell Boy - 2020)

[Seckond Chaynce:]
In a world of darkness that promises to bring all of this pain
I think I need a prayer for my stained soul
There's a light at the end of the tunnel coming, hope it's not a train
Somebody say a prayer for my stained soul

[Young 1 Jonah:]
I'm so unfamiliar with this new person I'm living with
Anger and rage I'm brimming with
Put the gun to my head just end it quick
They say I got a purpose, what is this?
'Cause I don't need love like Judas's
Am I confined to foolishness?
Or is this simply consequence?
I got so many questions, very few answers
Look at these stampers
Don't want to be pampered
What is your will?
Is it the will of a hampster?
Moving with cautious
Feeling so nauseous
Chucking this vomit
The pain in my stomach
Is probably the reason I'm high as a comet
Hear me clearly
I'm so weary
Don't get near me
Fear is steering
Destruction nearing
Enemy's sheering
Darkness peering
Can you cure me
Can you hear me
Are you near me
My soul is tearing
The flames are searing
Helpless feeling, helpless feeling
Pain is feeling
Are you hearing
All alone, I guess
Got a hole in my soul, I guess
I been it when I know, I guess
But what do I know, I guess
All alone, I guess
Got a hole in my soul, I guess
I been it when I know, I guess
But what do I know, I guess

[Seckond Chaynce:]
In a world of darkness that promises to bring all of this pain
I think I need a prayer for my stained soul
There's a light at the end of the tunnel coming, hope it's not a train
Somebody say a prayer for my stained soul
If I came to the world to give up my soul is it worth the exchange
I think I need a prayer for my stained soul
And if they won't let sinners in heaven will I reside in the flames
Somebody say a prayer for my stained soul

[Krizz Kaliko:]
A sinner, repent it
I sinned and enjoyed every minute of it (OKAY!)
Locking the windows with ten of the deviant plenty feminine
Hit it the skin on it
I get old sex collecting souls
So I give a text and and X and O's to 'em
All my toes not connecting hoes gonna need to live what I owe to 'em
Every guy now looking to the sky now
Before I lie down
Good boy give it a try now
Said I don't mean it
Come in dirty getting purdy and clean it
Said that one of 30 niggas was beating
You on purpose serving you for no reason
That was the old me
Yeah, old me, low key
Nobody told me the life of a sinner is lonely
I'm leaving the walk of shame
I ain't talking about the dark that it came from
A yell from my mama got all the gangsta
Getting high from the same drug, same thug
And so different is different now
I ain't tipping the spirit the living how
You should be at deliverance giving now
You don't think about heat when the winner out
The same old me
My stained soul
Came at it from the wrong angle
I was driving out of my lane
Guess I make it up and I become an angel

[Seckond Chaynce:]
In a world of darkness that promises to bring all of this pain
I think I need a prayer for my stained soul
There's a light at the end of the tunnel coming, hope it's not a train
Somebody say a prayer for my stained soul
If I came to the world to give up my soul is it worth the exchange?
I think I need a prayer for my stained soul
And if they won't let sinners in heaven will I reside in the flames?
Somebody say a prayer for my stained soul

They speak what they don't know
My wretchedness make expose
Darkness shall take it's toll
Lord please, pray for my stained soul
'Cause I ain't never want none of this shit
The money or the fame that came so quit running y'all lips
How the fuck you think I got like this
One night just said fuck Christ Chaynce
Let's get chipped
No, bitch
I was already going through it and rushing with it for years
But I kept tryna keep my faith
But the more I lament, and the lower I went
I kept feeling your beat over my face
No sweets, heavenly, your aroma
Just fucking fungus and toe jam
And then the prodigal son came home from eating with the pigs
Only to be greeted with the door slammed
Self-righteousness
High mightiness
Like your shit don't stink anymore fam
Everybody else eating but in the name of Jesus
I'm supposed to live as a poor man
Y'all got me fucked up
Especially 'cause I gotta see now
Another guy I gotta be now
All this stuff I cry breaking me down
They put me down
And when the preacher
Supposed to be leading this order
But about conceiving my daughter
He ordered me to abort her
Man I'm so glad I had the cajones to keep moving forward
12 hour shifts every day of the week
Didn't even eat to support her years later she's older
Not dead and deceased 'cause I showed up
She held the keys to my soul and I'd rather bleed than demote her
True, I got hatred in my heart I know I reek from the odor
'Cause honestly I feel religion make me weak, not a soldier
Vengeance is mine once I get the Lord
What they preach and they told us
Somebody hit
To turn your other cheek and get swole up
So I left a whole of shit slide
Kept letting people get over
Feeling my heat made it go up
But if I speak they say told ya
The Armenians said that I choose to behave sinfully brother
Calvinists say that I was never chosen by God or Jehovah
The ends with you I say that lock keeping is all I should know of
The Pentecostal say if I don't speak in tongues you say no
The [?] of Jehovah's Witnesses have laws of they own
But everybody's reading from the same Bible, come on
So to the God am I understanding?
I cry on this song
Where hope that he is understanding of this vibe that I'm on
Can't find the true meaning of the reason to why I was born
Hope is my portion already to throw in the fire and mourn

In a world of darkness that promises to bring all of this pain
I think I need a prayer for my stained soul
There's a light at the end of the tunnel coming, hope it's not a train
Somebody say a prayer for my stained soul
If I came to the world to give up my soul is it worth the exchange?
I think I need a prayer for my stained soul
And if they won't let sinners in heaven will I reside in the flames?
Somebody say a prayer for my stained soul
My soul
My soul
My soul
Somebody pray for my stained soul

Hey, all I'm saying
Is if you claim to be about something
Make sure your actions lined up with your mouth
You never know how your words and your actions
Affect the people that you speaking into