Find Me

(album: Duality - 2019)

Give me the
Give me the
Popped eyes with the brain fried
And the mouth wide with the big flies
Got the rope tied
Let me flat-line
Let me have mine
Let me choke, croak, smoke
Coke all around
Folks all around
Pills, deals, wheels
Fuck am I doing
I'm not even moving
I'm not even thinking
My eyes moving but I'm not even blinking
I'm looking around I don't see nobody
All I see is darkness in the party
Over here, over there, everywhere
That I go, gotta act like I care
Just wanna get out
I just wanna get out
Can somebody let me out
I could end it all now but
What if they never find me

What if they never find me
What if they never find me
What if they never find me
What if they never find me
I could end it all now but
What if they never find me
What if they never find me
What if they never find me

God grant me patience
I don't hear no voices
This lifestyle's dangerous
I don't have no choices
Lost 10 pounds last 10 days now I'm down to 110
What was that
Are they going out
Are they coming in
Do they have friends
Can they all come back to the hotel room after the show damn
If my daddy was here he'd say son you better be man
Shut up, I got this
I don't need you in my life
Let me see that fucking knife
I don't need this fucking life
40 shows I've been on the road
I'm reaching all my goals
Spending all my cash on clothes
Fucking hoes at every show
Time now man I swear to God ill tighten up this rope
But
What if they never find me
What if they never find me

What if they never find me
What if they never find me
What if they never find me
What if they never find me
I could end it all now but
What if they never find me
What if they never find me
What if they never find me

What if they never find me
What if they never find me
What if they never find me
What if they never find me
I could end it all now but
What if they never find me
What if they never find me
What if they never find me

What if they never find me
I can't just walk away
Something tells me to stay
I can't just walk away
Something's telling me to stay
I can't just walk away
No wait I want to stay
Please don't just walk away
Please don't just
What if they never find me

What if they never find me
What if they never find me
What if they never find me
What if they never find me
I could end it all now but
What if they never find me
What if they never find me
What if they never find me

What if they never find me
What if they never find me
What if they never find me
What if they never find me
I could end it all now but
What if they never find me
What if they never find me
What if they never find me