Orlando And A Miscarriage

(album: If There Is Light, It Will Find You - 2018)

Dear saint, you're safe with me
Cause I will take your sin and smash it into my skin
And I'll rip out all my teeth
And I'd cut off my tongue just to save your life
Cause I would do anything for you, the apple of my eye

I just want to watch your eyelids open every day

Crashing into earth I can barely breathe
All the love I had for you was never meant to be
I lost you before you were born
Crashing into earth tonight
Losing all control of life

I don't ever want to deal with death
It's always spinning in the back of my head
I wish I could see your face
But life, I guess, had other plans
Maybe you'll be born again
To someone I've never met
I still don't believe in God
But there's a part of me that won't forget

Crashing into earth I can barely breathe
All the love I had for you was never meant to be
I lost you before you were born
Crashing into earth tonight
Losing all control of life

I don't ever want to deal with death
It's always spinning in the back of my head
I wish I could see your face
But life, I guess, had other plans