Mean Brain

(album: Transitional Forms - 2020)

Nobody likes me, everybody hates me
Guess I'll go eat worms

Soundtrack in my head is completely fucked
White noise to the tune of my own self-hate
Mean brain drowning out all the things I know
Why am I the person I hurt the most?

Why do I feel justified in
Self-talk that just leaves me wounded?
I would never speak to someone else
The way that I talk to myself

Rewind and repeat

Dark sounds that become my reality
No room for your blind positivity
Press pause, gotta go reevaluate
Why does my own head treat itself this way?

Over and over again
Rewind and play it again
Kick that shit up to a 10

Why do I feel justified in
Self-talk that just leaves me wounded?
I would never speak to someone else
The way that I talk to myself

Play it again, play it again
Play it again, play it again
Kick that shit up to a 10

Nobody likes me
Everybody hates me
Barely tolerates me
Everybody leaves
Nobody likes me
Everybody hates me
Barely tolerates me
Everybody leaves