saviour

(album: keep it to yourself - 2023)

Yeah, yeah
Throwing money showers, wash them sins away
Things ain't been the same
Since I saw my big bro in the grave
Since my buddies turned faker
I felt that way, I cannot lie, it hurts so deeply, I suppress it everyday
Did a lot of wrongs just to get here
But one thing I never did was lying to my own people for them big wheels
They cannot come around here no more, man, this shit real
They say time heals but I never did heal
Yeah, I still pretend it ain't a big deal
Put a hundred grand to my mama while she's still here
I push a Benz around the block where people getting killed
Where I saw my first junkie when I was like six years
Yeah, where everybody know Meek Mill but nobody knows Adele
My father lived like over there, always had something to sell
Nobody lend us a hand, people they just stopped and stared
Yeah, we was kids just aspiring to be millionaires

I cannot lie, shit was rough, serving junkies of the block
They say Jesus was our saviour, but he never showed up
There was just blue lights and cops when somebody got dropped
So don't pretend you are my saviour when I'm damn sure you're not

Yeah, I was down so long it was my second home
Now look at us, the oppositions down like ten and o
Right now I don't even know how many racks is on me
My mama bought my bro a mac so he can make some money
Yeah my bitches straight ten, perfect body and sprayed tan
I can see the hate that's why I'm getting Ray bans
All my exes want us to stay friends
'Cause we are about to rule the world like take that
Yeah, like -like take that
I can never claim that pussy that's a straight cat
Saying we don't run the city, man that's straight cap
Especially when they want to say that we are the waste man
I don't do nothing to [?] you can see it up face tatts
Drama from my past I can't erase that
I was in my feelings but still I never complain fam
I rather run my money up just in case fam
'Cause this shit is deep like [?]

I cannot lie, shit was rough, serving junkies of the block (yeah, that shit hard)
They say Jesus was our saviour, but he never showed up (nah)
There was just blue lights and cops when somebody got dropped (when somebody got dropped)
So don't pretend you are my saviour when I'm damn sure you're not
Yeah