Lost Within Reflection

(album: Vital Deprivation - 2019)

And then there was nothing
A frail motion suspended
Within this vast abyss
Captivated to this prison
I only scream for help
Surrendering myself
To this endless hell
Memories are slowly fading

Suffering an apparitions path
Corroded mind
Condemning all emotion
Left to perceive this horror

Am I wandering without purpose?
Or am I doomed to this nihilistic misery
These questions are meaningless
Within this omnipotent nightmare

Bound to this vessel
Prison made of bone
Corrosive mind
Decaying dreams
A horrific semblance
Taunts me, stalks me
Without remorse

Lost within reflection
Suffocating terror clouds my mind
Lost within the depths of fear
Subliminal tongues whisper in my ear
Drowning within despair
Condemned reflections stare back at me
Torn from a distant reality
Suffocating terror floods through my mind

Am I wandering without purpose?
Or am I doomed to this nihilistic misery
These questions are meaningless
Within this omnipotent nightmare

Look into my eyes and tell me what you see

Madness, surging through my fucking brain
Relentless, showing things I cannot change
Why do these illusions haunt me?
Bound to this vessel for eternity

Drifting towards eternal nothingness
With a promise
A promise of nothing
Lost within reflection
A horrific semblance taunts me

Lost within reflection
Suffocating terror clouds my mind
Lost within the depths of fear
Subliminal tongues whisper in my ear
Drowning within despair
Condemned reflections stare back at me
Torn from a distant reality
Suffocating terror floods through my mind

Will this horror ever secede?
Immorality bends my will
My skin begins to crawl
Tremors from this affliction
Haunts my every thought