Idgaf

(album: Still Lost - 2017)

Girl, I sent you like seven texts
You didn't reply it's okay I guess
You found a guy? I'm not impressed
You're wasting my time, onto the next, yeah
Your world's gonna crash down now that I'm not in it see
See, I do not care where you're at now, yeah I'm happy we ended
My music is dark, sorry my life ain't pretty
Never had friends, not a family really
Just me and my thoughts and they always stick with me
If my head is down it's cause I'm overthinking
Nobody gets me but you, you gave me meaning
So I was happy when you started to see me
Girl we were so perfect I gotta be dreaming
'Til I woke up like why the fuck did you leave me?
I met this girl named Sarah, I thought she was real
Thought she loved me, thought she cared how I feel
Just to find out that she doesn't she wasn't the one, I wonder if you think of me still
She probably doesn't but fuck her I'm gone
I texted my heart you didn't text me at all
You just sit with your friends while you're ripping the bong
'Til you lay in bed empty listening to my songs
I was there for you when you had no one involved
I wanted to heal and mend all of your scars
I flew you out I hated being apart
Said that you would move here and yeah that's what I thought, you lied to me
So I called it off
But then I came back cause my love was too strong
So now you ignore me I just wanna talk, you won't answer my calls, dummy look who you lost!
It's fine, I don't give a damn no more
Don't really care if you're a fan no more
You're a person that I hate and can't stand no more
The best guy you ever had but can't have no more
Because of you I'm not the person that I am no more
I'm so done, and there's no upper hands no more
When time passes I bet that you won't laugh no more
You're nothing and you're not a part of my plans no more, ah

Gave you all I had and more
You were the one that I'd adore
'Til you showed me who you really were
Now I don't give a fuck
You said that we'd be friends after our split
You lied so your words? They don't mean shit
Missing you used to make me sick
Now I don't give a fuck

R.I.P. to the old me, all I ask is don't act like you know me
Fuck what you told me
Only thing good with that mouth is when you would drop down and you'd blow me
Girl, I know what you thinking
"Trying all of this just because of me leaving?"
No, I told you that shit didn't matter
This is bout how you treated me after
I said how I feel but it didn't exist
You hurt me, I've been hurt again and again
Ever since you started hanging with your new friends
You said "fuck us" and then you replaced me with them
You left a cut so deep that it never can mend
You pushed us away now we came to an end
Please don't try to call me we cannot make amends
You hurt me so fuck no, I ain't playing pretend
I guess pushing you was probably the issue
Said you wanna sing I said you had it in you
I believed in you and girl I was your voice
Yet you cut me off like I did something to you
All you want to do is just chill and get high
So high that you just get stuck in your mind
You really struck a nerve when you didn't reply
It's like how could you be cold to someone who tries?
I tried, but now fuck it, you left
Now that means you have to settle for less
Later in life this will be your biggest regret
I'll rise up and your life will still remain a mess
They see the good in you it must've been a threat
If that's the issue you should run back to your ex
Stay complacent because you are basic at best
I love you but the love I have for you is dead, I

Gave you all I had and more
You were the one that I'd adore
'Til you showed me who you really were
Now I don't give a fuck
Said we'd be friends after our split
You lied so your words? They don't mean shit
Missing you used to make me sick
Now I don't give a fuck

Yeah, I don't give a fuck
Yeah, I don't give a fuck
You're just a memory to me
And I don't give a fuck