Toxic

(album: When Stars Align - 2019)

I feel stabbed, still standing strong, just hold me, just hold me
I feel stabbed, still standing strong, just hold me, just hold me
I feel stabbed, still standing strong, just hold me, just hold me
I feel stabbed, still standing strong, just hold me, just hold me

I know she knows she won't change
I know she knows that I'll stay
When she's asleep, I'm wide awake
Wishing I'd leave and break away (Lonely, lonely)
But I love her, yeah, I love her
And I need her, but I suffer
And I lost me when I found her
Yet I can't see life without her

We're toxic as hell, but I just can't leave
'Cause I'll be lonely, I'll be lonely
I hate you so much, but I just can't leave
'Cause I'll be lonely, I'll be lonely
A puppet on your strings, scared to get cut free
'Cause I'll be lonely, I'll be lonely
I could never see a life without you and me
'Cause I'll be lonely, I'll be lonely

I know he knows that he's a pain
I know he knows I'm playing games
I'm sound asleep and he's awake
Dreaming I'd leave and walk away (Lonely, lonely)
I love him, yeah, I love him
And I need him, but I'm weeping
And I'm not me when around him
Yet I can't see life without him

We're toxic as hell, but I just can't leave
'Cause I'll be lonely, I'll be lonely
I hate you so much, but I just can't leave
'Cause I'll be lonely, I'll be lonely
A puppet on your strings, scared to get cut free
'Cause I'll be lonely, I'll be lonely
I could never see a life without you and me
'Cause I'll be lonely, I'll be lonely