Afraid

(album: Free Skizzy Mars - 2019)

I'm scared of questions, I'm scared of answers
I'm scared of women that aren't dancers
I'm scared of failure, I'm scared of cancer
I'm scared of shit I can't control, I'm scared of getting old, yeah
And I'm afraid that you'll see me for who I really am and leave me
That's why I jump from girl to girl and different cities
Shit is exhausting and I feel defeated
Yeah, scared of losing it all

Why am I so afraid?
Of everything these days
Of things that I can't change
I'm not okay, I'm not okay
Why am I so afraid?
The future's in my face
It's driving me insane
I'm not okay, I'm not okay
Why am I so afraid?

Lately I been losing rest
Lately I been feeling stressed
Hope they know I try my best
I can feel it in my chest now
Oh, I can feel it in my chest now
I've got a few things I can't hide so
When I cut the ties, no, I do not act surprised
Only real ones by my side
Only real ones by my side

Why am I so afraid?
Of everything these days
Of things that I can't change
I'm not okay, I'm not okay
Why am I so afraid?
The future's in my face
It's driving me insane
I'm not okay, I'm not okay
Why am I so afraid?