"Life"

(album: Beautiful Havoc - 2020)

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I don't wanna talk to nobody 'cause I don't feel fine
I just wanna chill by myself 'cause I'm not okay
You can feel the pain in my heart, bro
Crying in the bed like tonight
People asking me if they can come ride aside
I don't wanna die tonight
If you fuck with me, then you might die tonight
Come up in this bitch, cause a homicide, so get inside

Man, I hate this life, I can't live this shit (Uh-uh)
No bad bitch overseas when I'm into the black mist
Yeah, money brings me happiness but I'm still sad as shit (Yuh)
And I don't know what it feel but I don't think I could exist (Uh-uh)
In a world full of hate mixed with all of loneliness (Uh-uh)
So point that gun to my head, and watch my soul leave the skin
And people asking me if I'm okay, doing fine (I'm okay)
I'm okay with dying in the field than a peaceful place (Yuh)
What I mean I don't see my self optimistic in a dream (Uh-uh)
Baby girl, this is not paradise, it's just not what it seems
Okay, okay, I get it, you can't see what I just seen
Baby girl, I need to lean but not the one inside a cup
Double up with the styrofoam, bitch, stop calling up my phone
He might have to do right, but I'ma end up doing wrong
Okay, there's six million ways to die, choose one
And I don't think living on this earth is one of 'em (Ayy)

I don't wanna talk to nobody 'cause I don't feel fine
I just wanna chill by myself 'cause I'm not okay
You can feel the pain in my heart, bro
Crying in the bed like tonight
People asking me if they can come ride aside
I don't wanna die tonight
If you fuck with me, then you might die tonight
Come up in this bitch, cause a homicide, so get inside