Nothing Ever Changes

(album: I'm Sorry, I'm Not Sorry - 2020)

You're a monster when you drink
But nobody has the guts to tell you
That you're a monster when you drink
And now I'm picking up the pieces
It's not a complicated question
You either care or you don't
You take so long to answer
Don't think you even know

I'm saying all the things I've wanted to say
You don't have the money to pay
For what you did to me
For what you did to me

I just wanted you to say something, anything at all
To put my mind at ease that you're a good man after all
But nothing ever changes
You don't even want to talk
Maybe it's a good thing you won't see me anymore
I'm leaving this forever, I've gone to pack my things
Do you remember that I'm only eighteen?
But nothing ever changes, you don't even want to talk
Maybe it's a good thing you won't see me anymore

You're still selfish when you're sober
It's always about you
And even though it's all over
You keep hiding from the truth

I'm saying all the things I've wanted to say
You don't have the money to pay
For what you did to me
For what you did to me

I just wanted you to say something, anything at all
To put my mind at ease that you're a good man after all
But nothing ever changes
You don't even want to talk
Maybe it's a good thing that you won't see me anymore
I'm leaving this forever, I've gone to pack my things
Do you remember that I'm only eighteen?
But nothing ever changes, you don't even want to talk
Maybe it's a good thing you won't see me anymore

You can't buy love or laughter or happiness
You can't buy love or laughter or happiness
No you can't buy love or laughter or happiness
No you can't buy love or laughter or happiness
You can't buy my love, my laughter, my happiness
You can't buy my love, my laughter, my happiness
You can't buy my love, my laughter, my happiness
You can't buy my love

You're a monster when you drink
And now I'm picking up the pieces